June 2010
Today was nice! Joe came over and we spent the whole day together and it was great :). We went to durand beach for a couple hours and I burned more ahaha. Then we went back to my house and literally watched cake boss all day hahah it was awesome I missed him and I love him with all my heart he’s so perfect and he’s what I’ve always wanted in my life I love you Joe <3
May 2010
I’ll vomit illusions, trick myself that I’m happy, but so much comes out of my mouth it’s burning me empty. I think my heart could receive it, cheap impostor where you heading, thank you my love would you believe me, thank you my love would you be listening. But so much comes out of my mouth it’s burning me empty. Feel me my anger’s gone, I don’t breathe I only...
Today was nice, seabreeze was fun but I’m so tired now. We went on a lot of rides and we all got burnt me and Ciara like fried! Now I’m home and just being bored for the night I’m so hot because of my burntness :( hahah.
Seabreeze all day
with Taylor, Ciara, and Emily!
We are children dressed as surgeons but disturbed...
I’m up to early and I don’t know how. Well last night was pretty great Birdcore Fest ended up being a lot of fun when more people started coming and it was nice! I got some great photos of Storm The Bay and Heavy Lies The Crown, I’ll be sure to get more up soon! But after Joe brought me hom last night I washed my hair and face and went on the computer for a little bit then I fell...
Alright
I’m going to go make coffee and watch Donnie Darko. Night everyone.
28 days, 6 hours, 42 minutes and 12 seconds
I think in a little bit
I’m just going to ride my bike or walk over to paddy hill and sit by myself and watch the sunset, listen to some music, and just sit.
Yeah sounds good :/
I’m not going to lie, I want my hair back to the red/auburn color it was :( but I just got back to blonde and it was so expensive.
I absolutely cannot wait for the new La Dispute/Touche Amore album to come out, it fucking rules. I want it now!
Being stressed is the worst feeling ever
all day today all I could think about was literally everything coming up. I thought all about my regents and I freaked out and I thought about my road test that needs to be scheduled along with drivers ed this summer, I thought about me getting birth control and having to go to the doctor and shit cause my periods hate me I just want to have regular periods please :(.
But then I realized that I...
I want school to go by fast today! I have to go to U.S History review in advisement which will take forever most likely but oh well I really need it. After school I’m going shopping with my mom and my dad will be home! Saturday is Birdcore Fest in Naples everyone should go it’s going to be a great show! Then sunday me and Taylor are going to seabreeze with Ciara and Mary too...
Someone just drove by blasting music and I thought it was a cat meowing really loud. Goodness!
Hahaha
today was a really good day :)
Schools going to be so boring today it’s going to suck most likely, but after school I get to see Joe and I miss him so yayay!
Fuck
I need money, a job to gain that money need, my license, and school to be done with.
I’m so sick of that place and the stupid people it contains, to bad I got to go for one more year then I’m free :|.
I really want to go outside
I want to go get burnt :( hahah I don’t tan very well I’m really white so I burn but I cant because my friends here and she has to use my computer in a minute and she’s sleeping so blah I’m kind of pissed I’ll be spending this beautiful day inside.
>:( ugh.
We have a half day today so I’m going to get out at like 1030 or 11 which is pointless I shouldn’t bother going, I got pointless classes really. Stupid senior portfolios! I could have been sleeping they should have made it a full day off.